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THE PSL!!!!!!

[ this time, returning had not been easy.

it's certainly not the first time. from the temple and lunatia both, alisaie had returned to her home only to bounce back to both places, but each time had been a reset, a return to her "real life," to what she left behind, as if she had never left. she had no recollection of her time spent outside of this world, no memory of the events, or emotions, or people she had been leaving behind, and so ignorance had been bliss. she had remembered, of course, every time she returned, but it had hardly mattered then, once she was back.

this time, she remembers, and because of it there is a sense of.. finality. alisaie does not know how or why, but somehow, deep in her gut, she knows that she will not be returning to lunatia. it might be her natural cynicism, her realism that one day it would come to pass that she would arrive home and not return, and she may very well be wrong, but still she cannot help the feeling that it is over, that just as she had expected she is left to remember it all, to keenly feel the ache of her breaking heart.

prompto would have said that it would be worth it. he had said as much, in the past. he would say that having experienced love would be enough, that their time together, even if less than they both would want, would be better than nothing. she wants to agree, but in her heart she cannot convince herself, and instead there is only a quiet, private bitterness that she nurses in the deep hours of the night when she sleeps to the sound of the chilly wind over the dry sands of amh araeng. the desert suits her, arid and inhospitable and imbued with an old and powerful sense of longing and loss; mayhaps it was one of the many reasons she had been drawn here to begin with, when she first arrived on the shard. this wasteland at the ends of the earth, its very sands and stones infused with the ache of countless grieving hearts and angry ends, is a reflection of her soul. it always has been.

but still she works. that much is easy. there is always work to be done, and alisaie is more than happy to see to it, to bury herself in it, to distract herself from her anger and heartbreak because it has been several moons now, and she was right. it has all ended, and rather than prompto being erased from her heart and mind, she is left with the lingering memory of him in her mind's eye, on her skin, in her heart. he had promised, and where is he now? where is she? alone with her thoughts in this desolate wasteland.

would that he were here, if only so she could sock him right in the gut. ]

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[ it is over nearly as quickly as it began, but that is just fine, just what she wants when she is so needy and desperate. they have waited more than long enough for this, there is no time to draw it out, and she is already primed, hot, close. it crashes over her quick and suddenly, her body shuddering, tightening, her breath caught in her lungs -

and then it is falling away, leaving her twitching and shivering, oversensitive and gratified, hardly able to even hold up her own weight with her hands braced against his chest. her elbows quiver, her thighs still tight around his hips, and when her eyes meet his she laughs in a thin and breathless way, inhaling sharply, her nails unhooking from his skin but only just. ]

Y-yes.. it was..

[ she murmurs, and leans to find his mouth in a slow, languid kiss that she can barely scrape up the energy for. ]

I love you.

[ It's bliss. The aftershocks of pleasure humming in his blood, the weight of her body over his, the kiss that captures his mouth as he catches his breath. She still clings to him, and he is no more eager to let her move away, his arms remaining tightly wound around her. He murmurs a soft mmm into their kiss, seeking her taste as the rise and fall of his chest begins to slow.

He's not sure he's ever felt so profoundly content in his entire life. Especially once she says those words to him, an irresistible smile curving his lips. ]

I love you, too.

[ He mumbles into her mouth, unfastening one arm from around her so he can lift his hand to frame her face, cupping her cheek. ]

More than anything.

[ thanks to the crystarium's size and innovation, the water is not getting cool, but alisaie is getting sore.. and probably a little pruney, so after a few moments more spent hovering over him, tasting his mouth and running her hands down his arms, alisaie at last pulls away, sitting up more fully. ]

Now.. that is quite enough of that.

[ feelings time over!! very carefully, she begins to stand from his lap, though her knees are admittedly a bit wobbly and her hips sore, she's certainly felt worse. straightening with a sigh, she tosses her head back and rinses her hair one last time. ]

I am ready to eat.

[ Ah, yes, there she is, the girl he loves, getting up from a smash ready to eat dinner. His back and elbows are a little sore themselves from the unforgiving porcelain of the tub, but getting up after that is no easy thing either. He needs a moment to gaze up at her with a dazed smile on his lips as she rinses out her hair, before at last summoning the strength to do the same himself.

His head is still a little sudsy... ]

Worked up an appetite, huh?

[ Heh, and she thought he was no good at sexy talk...

Rinsing the last of the soap out of his hair, he reaches behind her to shut the water off. ]

[ look, the only thing greater than her thirst for smash is her hunger for eat. and maybe her blood fury to kill a man. there's a lot of things she has a strong passion for...

anyway, with the bang out of the way and their brimming sexual tension at last cut, alisaie can focus on scrubbing the grime of the desert away and filling them both with a good, hot meal. it's been some time since she last visited the crystarium and had something half decent to eat, and she is more than excited for it - do you know how long it's been since she had any sort of baked good?? there are far more important things in this world than cookies and cupcakes, but that does not mean that she did not miss them almost as much as she missed prompto.. it was a close race..

once shes confident she is squeaky clean, alisaie at last relinquishes her half of the hot water to prompto, stepping back to squeeze the water from her hair and reach for a towel to begin patting herself dry. she's still exhausted, but after a smash and a nice hot shower she is feeling more alive than she has in quite some time. ]

Oh, something like that.

[ she says, and smiles. ]

The flight from Amh Araeng was a lot of work, after all.

[ Wow!! He put so much effort in not breaking during the dirty talk, and this is the response he gets...

Clean at long last, he reaches for a towel as she does — but not before making a face at her, which is probably just what she wants out of him. Whatever, she can't get under his skin that easily, she was just as into that bang as he was!!! ]

Uhuh...even though it was that amaro doing all the work.

[ He gently pokes her in the ribs with his elbow before rubbing the towel through his nice, clean hair. O joy of joys... ]

[ look, he got a super hot bang?? she jumped directly on his bones. that was the response he got for his hard work maintaining the dirty talk, she does not owe him anything else. ]

Please, riding is a job for two.

[ she says, with one arched brow, because HEH. ]

Unless you are trying to suggest I did no work?

[ Hey, he had to go down on her first also, it wasn't just the dirty talk! But that sure did get her revved up. He's going to have to continue to work on that if it yields such promising results...

Anyway, he's pretty sure they're not talking about the amaro anymore, with that little smirk she gives him. Tying his towel off around his waist, he plants his hands on his hips, raising his own brow in response. ]

Oh, no, I wouldn't dream of sayin' that! I'm just sayin'...

[ what is he sayin ]

You make it look effortless. Since you're such an experience rider.

[ She sure is. ]

[ i mean that's true, but the dirty talk was what got it started!! and she basically demanded that he go down on her, tbh.. but yes he has surely underestimated the power the dirty words have over her. she's a gross girl, she likes gross things!!

but wow argentum that sure is smooth.. alisaie smirks, slaps him on his toweled butt, and wraps her own around her body, stepping carefully out of the shower. ]

What are you trying to say? Are you calling me a woman of loose morals?

[ are u callin her a SLUT, PROMPTO!!

but i mean, she kind of is. ]

[ I mean, they were basically each other's hos in prisma, they paid rent by smashing. If she's a slut, then so is he, if not moreso. He's so thirsty, and went so many long months without bang...thank the gods those days are behind him.

In any case, he gawks at her, both in response to her smack on his tight lil tush and her choice of words. ]

'Course not! Your morals are only as loose as mine are.

[ Even if she's the one who brings more kinky ideas to the bedroom... ]

[ they sure did, what a good life tbh, paying your rent by banging your SO. the world would be an easier place if that were a thing. ]

That is true. You are absolutely a.. what is the word? Great big slut?

[ she probably learned this word in prisma, oops. unless slut is a word in eorzea but idk?? ]

[ Oh my god???? Did she just call him a great big slut???? I mean, she's not wrong, but there's something so weird about hearing it in her dignified accent...

He isn't sure if he should be offended or flattered or amused, but he sure does snort a laugh right through his nose, his brows flying up. ]

Um, excuse me? Who're you callin' a great big slut, you great big slut!

[ Ah, true love. ]

[ true love indeed.. alisaie musses his already wild, wet hair. ]

Excuse me? How dare you malign my virtuous character.

[ sauntering past, she shoves him with her hip on the way out, she has a date with some thick daddy sandwiches!! ]

[ Hey, save some thick daddy sandwiches for him!!!

He hurries out of the bathroom after her, running his hands through his hair to keep it out of his eyes as appraises their smorgasbord. ]

Uhuh. "Virtuous" is what we're callin' it now, huh? Dunno how "virtuous" it is when you tie me to the bed...

[ I mean, he's not complaining, but virtuous it is not.

Anyway, he's just going to shove an eclair straight into his mouth. He lost his Prisma weight after arriving here, he's probably even more of a noodle than before. He can get away with this. ]

[ wow i can't believe he ate that whole ass eclair right in front of her and did not even offer a bite?? what a little piggy!! here she is, starving from a long ride (wink wonk) and he is eating these yummies right in front of her face..

scowling, alisaie lifts a small plate and immediately begins piling it with goodies - cookies and cream puffs mostly, yes, but also like, one sandwich and like two baby carrots buried beneath the heaps of sugar and carbs. she's halfway through a cookie as wide as her hand by the time she plops onto the foot of the bed. ]

How dare you. Just because I am not as.. [ she lifts a plain sugar cookie smeared with vanilla frosting. ] .. vanilla as you.

[ Pssh, it wasn't a long ride at all, they finished in like ten seconds, and anyway, there are still more eclairs if she wants one!! But even if he just stuffed his face, he's eyeing her plate with some scrutiny. Sure, he knows how much she loves sweets, but she better not make herself sick, holding her hair back while she pukes is not how he wanted to spend this evening!

Turning up his nose, he wiggles his way onto the bed next to her, his plate much more well rounded than hers...but still with plenty of carbs. ]

What can I say? I'm easy to please. Nothin' wrong with that!

[ And it's not like he's ever said no to any of her sexy ideas...even that time they were gonna bang in the woods but didn't, it was because she smashed a spider on his face, not because he said no!!! ]

[ wow he wasn't nearly offended enough for her liking, which shows in her purse-lipped, sour expression and the way she quietly hmphs, but fine whatever!! she polishes off the rest of the cookie in one bite.

and hey, keep your judgment to yourself, noodle boy?? if she wants to get ye olde diabetes then that is her prerogative. ]

Oh is that what you call it?

[ another, crisper bite, her hooded eyes piercing his profile. ]

I doubt you could think of even one kinky thing to surprise me with.

[ no she is not overtly manipulating him why would you ask?? ]

[ Ye olde Wilford Brimley would be displeased...

Anyway, this is definitely bait, she's baiting him and he knows it. Still, regardless of what he just said, he doesn't want her to think he's that vanilla. He is easy, and sex in the missionary position with the lights off is more than good enough for him, but he won't deny that it is...exciting when they spice things up and try something new. And, sure, most of those ideas were Alisaie's...or, like, all of them, except for sexy roleplay, that was all him.

He takes a well-timed bite out of his sandwich, giving himself time to think, to deliberate how to answer her challenge. And he is, uh, certainly more well-versed in kinks than he was before, thanks Prisma, so he has food for thought. There were even some he was curious to try, if still a little sheepish about bringing them up with her.

But they're engaged now — what could he possibly have to be embarrassed about with her?

Slowly, he swallows his mouthful of food, leveling her with a slanted, almost mischievous grin. ]

Fine, fine, guess I'll keep my daydreams about pegging to myself.

[ She wouldn't want to hear about it anyway, would she? Heheh... ]

[ prisma has prepared them both so well for an adventurous sex life.. alisaie has plenty of ideas squirreled away in the back of her mind, thanks to ms. triggleby's smutty book shop, and among them is, of course, pegging.

.. but she sure is still surprised to hear him not only suggest it, but say it out loud without turning red as a beet!! alisaie's eyebrows fly into her hair, her cheeks stuffed with half-chewed cookie as she pauses mid-bite and stares at him in open surprise.

all right, she did bait him and goad him, so she cannot be surprised when he rises to the occasion. ]

Oh? Enjoy that little poke in the bum I gave you, eh?

Who, me?

[ He draws out his answer by taking another bite from his sandwich and chewing it thoroughly. Sure, it had been different — and extremely surprising, if the way he yelped and clenched up wasn't enough of a clue. But it had not been...unpleasant at all. He hadn't, um, realized how sensitive he was up there...

At last he finishes chewing and swallows, then takes a sip of water before at last glancing back to her. ]

Maybe. What, I thought I couldn't surprise you!

[ The look on her face said otherwise, heh!! He's got her. ]

I thought so too, yet here we are.

[ alisaie grins broad as a cheshire cat around her cookie, swallows a big mouthful, then swallows it all, and leans to pinch his booty through his towel. ]

But what a joyous surprise it is. I love it when you're adventurous.

[ Wow, going right for the booty while he's chewing his food, she's gonna make him choke. Still, though he coughs, he looks rather pleased with himself. ]

Babe, "adventurous" is my middle name.

[ It's really not. Reaching out, he swipes a dab of cream cheese frosting that's stuck on her cheek. ]

.. no, it is not.

[ sorry dearheart, she loves you but she is also honest. prompto is so many things, so many wonderful things, so many things that she loves and adores, but he is most definitely not adventurous. he is soft, and safe, and that is fine.

but it does make his adventurous moments that much better!! lounging back on the bed, she sets into her plate again. ]

But I appreciate your attempts nevertheless, and I have taken your thoughts into consideration.

[ pegging, got it. ]

[ Wow, she didn't even let him claim that title for half a second, and after he suggested a kinky idea...he can never win!! But she isn't wrong... ]

G-good! I look forward to, uh...seein' them come to fruition.

[ Wink, wonk. ]

But before we do that...we gotta get some proper rings, don't you think?

[ Yes, before they can have kinky anal sex they have to have uguu schmoopy doki time, but is she really surprised? ]

[ no he cannot win.. but i mean, he probably likes it that way tbh. being dominated is his biggest, most favorite kink after all.

anyway, but stiff aside - ]

Rings?

[ ah.. well the bit of string around her finger is already looking rather ragged, and while she has no real need of a fancy ring, something a bit more durable might, at least, be nice. smiling warmly, she rubs her thumb over the worn twine. ]

Well.. I suppose that might be wise.

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