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ᴀʟɪsᴀɪᴇ "ғɪᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ" ʟᴇᴠᴇɪʟʟᴇᴜʀ ([personal profile] fearlessly) wrote2020-09-29 10:50 pm

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[ it's raining, but alisaie does not mind. she likes the rain. it brings to mind peaceful, private moments, times during her childhood when she would be left alone and unbothered. it reminds her of calm, and tranquility, and safety. it's also an excellent time to read a book, one of her favorite activities. the steady fall of rain beats down on the roof and against the window on which she is leaning back, comfortable on her bed, shoes off and legs tucked up beneath her.

alisaie, unsurprisingly, has been here for a few days already, having arrived early to give herself time to unpack, decompress, and adjust to the space. she'll have a roommate this year, something she is not at all excited about, but it is what it is. given her family's influence, she could have gotten a single room, but that would've made her stand out even more and so instead she has chosen to attend normally, and bring no more attention to herself than necessary. even if it means having to share her space. with any luck, she'll land herself a social, popular roommate who is never in their room unless absolutely necessary, and she won't have to worry too much about feeling cramped.

while the space looks lived in, there's still a few boxes on her desk left to unpack, her suitcase half-full and leaning against the closet, but her books already sit in her shelves, filling every possible space without spilling onto her would-be roommate's side, though fitting them all has certainly been.. a challenge. her desk, too, is piled with notebooks, binders, textbooks, alchemy supplies, mining samples.. look, she's taking a lot of classes?? like, every class. notably, too, her rapier and crystal focus lean against the wall beside her bed, well polished and sharpened, cared for, and a cup of tea sits cooling on her bedside table, atop, you guessed it, more books. it's a theme.

when you are deep into a book, however, time tends to slip away from you, and alisaie has not noticed how much time has passed until suddenly the doorknob is turning. her breath catches in surprise, and she sits up straight in bed - gods, is it already late afternoon?? she didn't leave herself any time to mentally prepare to live with a stranger!! ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-10-01 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ To be fair, Prompta left herself plenty of time to prepare to live with a stranger — it's partly why she got here so late — and she still isn't ready, either. She isn't ready for any of this, being away from home at a school that she definitely feels underqualified to attend, but it's as exciting as it is anxiety-inducing. There's so much promise here, but so much to be afraid of, too. If she hadn't already thrown up in the bathroom on the airship ride here, she would now.

With any luck, her roommate will turn out to be the worst of her worries. If she can make a good first impression and not make a total fool out of herself, she'll consider it a grand success. It won't be that bad! It's only the person she's going to be sleeping in the same room as for the next year...

Deep breaths. She's got this.

Pushing open the door and pulling her trunk of belonging behind her, Prompta steps into the room, speaking before she even has the chance to think better of it. ]


Uh, h-hey! Sorry, I got held up at, uh, the airship landing, before...

[ But she trails off as she spots Alisaie cross the room on her bed, meeting her gaze, her brows snapping up in surprise. No...no way. It can't be...

Can it? ]


...Alisaie? Is that...you?

[ Gods, it's gonna be super awkward if it's not! ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-10-02 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, god. There's a brief moment where Prompta is sure she's misidentified the other girl, that she isn't someone she knew so very long ago, and for all she has a photographic memory, people change. They grow. This girl looks like a grown-up Alisaie, but why was she so certain?

But before her heart can truly fall in her stomach, the other girl responds with a nickname she hasn't heard in a very long time, and rather than look put-off by its use, she looks elated. Her smile is wide and warm, and she already is letting go of her trunk to rush over to Alisaie's side and pull her into her arms. ]


It is you! I can't believe it! How long has it been?!

[ Too long, by any count. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-10-05 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah, yeah, he can kind of hear a note of exasperation in the other girl's voice, and she probably wasn't quite expecting the hug attack, so Prompta doesn't make it last unnecessarily long. Stepping back a moment later, her arms fall to her side, but she still can't seem to hold still, the excitement of this unexpected reunion running through her like kinetic energy. ]

It's been, what...almost fifteen years? Can't believe it...and we're roomies? What're the odds of that? Ha!

[ Oh, she'd been so, so nervous to find out who she's living with, but to find that it's a long lost childhood friend was never an outcome she could have expected. Maybe...the both of them have changed, and Prompta will get on Alisaie's nerves now, but in the moment, she can't help but be anything but elated. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-10-07 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
You're tellin' me!

[ That's right she's changed! She's not the pudgy little girl with glasses that Alisaie remembers from her childhood. She's grown and thinned out with lean muscle, and yeah, she has boobs now. Sorry, Alisaie, but your new roommate is kind of a babe.

Chuckling sheepishly: ]


Sorry, you were, uh, probably in the middle of something, huh? Guess I got a little carried away. We gotta catch up, but whenever you've got time.

[ Prompta did just straight-up interrupt her there, old friends or not. ]

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[personal profile] punshots 2020-10-13 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ The first few months of Prompta's time at the Studium is definitely eventful, to say the least. Her coursework is far more intense and demanding then she could have ever guessed, but really, that shouldn't be surprising. She has never exactly been an overachiever as far as grades are concerned, and even if she's trying her absolute hardest here, it's...a lot. Overwhelming. There's a lot of ups and downs, times when things click and times when she is close to tears trying to learn everything she needs to, but she doesn't give up. She can't. What would she do if she flunked out? Go back to Insomnia and work in a coffee shop for the rest of her life? (heheh)

So she keeps at it, much as it might exhaust her, much as it might cut into her social life more than she'd like. She's still pretty sure, but her friends are here, too, and Alisaie is her roommate. She would much rather be spending time shooting the shit with them instead of hunched over books until her eyes glaze over every night, but she's surviving. It'll get easier eventually, right? Once she gets more focused on her field of study instead of having to take a bunch of general required courses.

Even if working with machines isn't exactly a work in the park...yeah, she may be a little in over her head.

Which is why she can't turn down the offer to be tutored by Alisaie when she gives it. Prompta doesn't know how she does it. Alisaie has like double or triple the workload, yet still finds time to tutor her, and patiently, too. She's a saint, and while normal Prompta might have tried to refuse so as to not be a burden on her friend, in this case, she can't really afford to pass her up. Gods, she feels terribly guilty about it, because she'll surely never be able to offering Alisaie something in return for her efforts, but she can at least be as model of a tutee as she can.

It's late at night in the library as the two of them sit next to each other, Prompta's nose to a worksheet about aetherial something-or-others, her forehead in her hand, as she sets her pencil down. ]


Maaaan, I gotta say, I have a respect for people who can use aether more than I ever had before...

[ Because boy, is it complicated. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-10-13 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ At least between all her schoolwork, Prompta hasn't had time to fawn over too many boys...not that it takes much for her to form a crush. It wouldn't matter even if she did develop serious feelings for someone. If she could even work up the courage to ask someone out, when would she even have time to date anyone?!

It's a nice excuse, anyway. But at least she isn't waxing poetic too often to Alisaie about cute boys?? But yes, Prompta remains painfully oblivious to Alisaie's feelings, if only because no one would ever like her in that way, and certainly not someone as talented and special as Alisaie. But she is a very attentive tutor, and groaning, Prompta picks her pencil back up, flipping back a few pages in her textbook. ]


Okay, okay...ice and fire are opposites, right? Soooo...ice is...umbral? And fire...astral?

[ It shouldn't be that hard to remember, but memorization isn't her strong suit. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-10-13 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ Wow, yeah, what a nerd!! But somehow, it's so much easier to understand when Alisaie explains it rather than trying to drill it into her head by reading it out of a book. Alisaie just has this way with explaining things. She makes sense of them, and Prompta nods, scribbling out an answer on her worksheet. ]

Right, got it! I think. Suuure you don't wanna just answer this last one for me?

[ With a cheesy grin, she leans into Alisaie's side, giving her the puppy dog eyes. She's mostly teasing, but if Alisaie ever did feel an urge to do some homework beyond her own...well, Prompta wouldn't complain.

She's pretty sure aetheric principles aren't going to make or break her potential as a machinist, anyway. ]

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[personal profile] punshots 2020-11-22 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ No one is more surprised than Prompta when she actually scores a date with that guy from her geomancy class. It came out of the blue, when she wasn't expecting it or even trying, which is honestly probably why he decided to ask her own. Nearly tripping over herself, Prompta managed to accept the offer before running away to go scream in a bathroom stall. It's actually, really, finally happening. She's going out on a date with a cute and awesome guy!

And...because she's going out on a date with a cute and awesome guy, that means, of course, she's fretting over ever single detail in the week leading up to it. What will she wear? How should she do her hair? What should she say? What are her best jokes? What questions should she ask him? Does he like how she smells? Is her laugh too annoying? Is her posture too slouchy? And, oh gods, is that a pimple coming in on her chin?

Of course, one of her other concerns is that lacking in any and all dating experience, she has never...kissed someone before. She doesn't want to get ahead of herself and assume that he'll try to kiss her, but on the off chance that things go that well, she won't have any idea what to do! It's not as though she can just as someone how to do it right. It's the sort of thing you just have to learn with experience.

...At least, so she thinks at first. But what if there was a way to get some experience?

An idea plants itself in her head, though at first she dismisses it. No, that's just stupid, and Alisaie would never agree to it. She's got way better things to do than to help Prompta learn how to kiss, and...that's a super weird thing to ask a friend to do for you, even as close as they are. Somehow asking Alisaie seems way less embarrassing than asking Nocta or the others, but even so, she can't commit to it.

But with each passing day, the date only gets closer and closer, and Prompta's nerves only get worse. She nearly drives herself crazy with it, until she snaps. Okay, she'll just have to ask Alisaie about it. At least if she says no, then Prompta can stop hemming and hawing over it. And the worse she'll get is probably some gentle teasing anyway. Nothing to be so stressed over.

So one night after dinner, when Prompta is fresh from the shower with her hair loose around her shoulders, she sinks down onto her bed, kicking her heels against the floor for a moment before venturing at last: ]


Hey, uh...Ali?

[ Oh gods, here she goes. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-11-22 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's not too late to change the reason why she caught Alisaie's attention. She could pretend like it was to ask about a question on her homework, or what she's studying right now, or what she thinks about any number of things. Prompta could listen to Alisaie explain just about anything and Alisaie would be none the wiser to the intent behind this question. But...

No. She's going through with this. ]


Have you...um. Sorry, this is kinda out of the blue, but, have you ever...kissed anyone?

[ ASKING FOR A FRIEND ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-11-22 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah. Well. That's one question answered, though Prompta had assumed as much, given what she knows about her friend. But previous experience would have only been a bonus, not a requirement. Gods, she feels so silly, even thinking it... ]

Oh. Um...gotcha. Y-yeah, me neither.

[ A beat, as her gaze drops to the floor, her knees bouncing. ]

Um...if you could, would you? Want to, I mean?

[ She could definitely be going about this in a better way. ]

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[personal profile] punshots 2020-12-14 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's probably not a great idea, no, but like Alisaie, Prompta has had plenty to drink, and like Alisaie, her nerves are much calmer than they ever would be under circumstances like this otherwise. Maybe she'll come to regret it tomorrow, but for tonight, it's nice to feel like a regular person, without the burden of her impostor syndrome weighing on her. It's nice to feel silly and young, playing spin the bottle and giggling and being both the receiver and giver of sweet little kisses, though soon it evolves to more.

Seven minutes in heaven is the next natural step, once they're all a little drunker with even fewer inhibitions, even if the prospect still makes Prompta's heart beat faster and her blood run warmer. This is...okay, right? She's always considered herself a hopeless romantic, the type of person to kiss when she's in love, but then again, it doesn't take much for her to fall for someone. And this is just something that people her age do, right? She can't deny that there's something thrilling about the idea of disappearing into the dark with someone and just letting things unfold. She's feeling bold tonight. So when the party host gathers up names to participate, she gives her own, even if her cheeks burn bright and hot as she does so.

Then all there is to do is wait, and Prompta drops back into her seat next to Alisaie, nursing yet another cup of stale beer. Alisaie had put her name in too, and Prompta isn't so far gone to realize that's not exactly usual for her. Then again, she had agreed to play spin the bottle... ]


Feelin' daring tonight, huh?

[ That makes two of them. The host comes around and Prompta plucks a name out, though she doesn't read it just yet. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-12-16 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ You know, it would be real nice to go into a closet and come out with a boyfriend, especially when for once Prompta's self doubt isn't getting the better of her. She can actually talk to boys right now without tripping over herself. But even if that doesn't happen, it'll be okay. She has no regrets.

So far, anyway. ]


Heh, yeah, guess all I needed was a little liquid courage in me...

[ She lifts the little piece of paper in her hand, about to read it, before stopping again. ]

Hey, if you had the pick of anyone in this room to go into that closet with, who would it be?
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[personal profile] punshots 2020-12-16 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ If there's panic in Alisaie's expression, Prompta doesn't catch it, instead flushing bright red herself when Prompta gives her answer — though she chuckles afterwards, a slightly breathless sound as she nudges Alisaie in the shoulder with her knuckles instead. ]

Ha, that wouldn't be so bad, now, would it? You were a pretty good kisser...

[ But alas, even if they went in there together they...wouldn't kiss again, right? They could just talk and giggle and give every boy in the room a nosebleed thinking about what they might be up to together in there. But she stands by what she said. Alisaie had been a good kisser. Prompta wouldn't mind getting to kiss someone like that again. ]

Well, let's see where that practice is gonna —

[ But at last Prompta unfolds her little piece of paper, her brows lifting as a soft disbelieving chuckle rolls out of her.

Well, she'll be damned... ]

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